Ruminating.

[foxmonkey]

I write shmoop, apparently.

I'm not sure I'm comfortable with this. I mean, I am until it's mentioned, and then I get all weird about it again. Because it's not taken seriously, is it? Shmoop, I mean.

Fanfic taken seriously...ha! Yeah, but you know what I mean. Not really respected, is it?

Oy, again with the head hurting.

Comments

[silviakundera.livejournal.com]

I think that shmoop can get a lot of respect, as long as it's written well. Schulyer pretty much only writes schoomp and at times Rhys dips into it... and Jae.. and Syntronick. Etc, etc.

Any and all lack of respect that I recieve probably has nothing to do with my occasional schoomp, and also nothing to do with that fact that I do rarely write it. Just work on doing what you do. If you write it, and write it carefully, they will come. *g*

[foxmonkey.livejournal.com]

If you write it, and write it carefully, they will come. *g*

One can only hope. ::g:: Thanks for replying, by the way!

A couple of days have passed, and I realize now that a small percentage of my little pity party was hormone-based. I definitely go through cycles with my writing, though. Think it's not too bad one day, then wonder what the hell I'm doing for a few weeks. Aiiii! I truly hate when that happens, because it tends to slow me down.

Hmmm, I'm wondering now if this is what happens when I'm blocked? I never considered the cycles before, not thinking one had anything to do with the other. I considered being blocked as one thing separate from my less-than-worthy feelings, but now see that they're probably part of one cycle, as I'm currently blocked.

Jeebus, it's 12:05am so if I'm not making sense, forgive me. I shall now tuck my brain away until it's running more smoothly. Preferably sometime after dawn. :-)