Ruminating.

[foxmonkey]

I write shmoop, apparently.

I'm not sure I'm comfortable with this. I mean, I am until it's mentioned, and then I get all weird about it again. Because it's not taken seriously, is it? Shmoop, I mean.

Fanfic taken seriously...ha! Yeah, but you know what I mean. Not really respected, is it?

Oy, again with the head hurting.

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[foxmonkey.livejournal.com]

If you write it, and write it carefully, they will come. *g*

One can only hope. ::g:: Thanks for replying, by the way!

A couple of days have passed, and I realize now that a small percentage of my little pity party was hormone-based. I definitely go through cycles with my writing, though. Think it's not too bad one day, then wonder what the hell I'm doing for a few weeks. Aiiii! I truly hate when that happens, because it tends to slow me down.

Hmmm, I'm wondering now if this is what happens when I'm blocked? I never considered the cycles before, not thinking one had anything to do with the other. I considered being blocked as one thing separate from my less-than-worthy feelings, but now see that they're probably part of one cycle, as I'm currently blocked.

Jeebus, it's 12:05am so if I'm not making sense, forgive me. I shall now tuck my brain away until it's running more smoothly. Preferably sometime after dawn. :-)