I am so sorry to hear about your loss. :( I understand what you are going through. It's going to be 10 years that my mom passed away. Plus, July was the one year anniversary of my aunt's passing and the one year for my dad is coming up too. :( I wish I could say that it gets easier. But I can't. I know that a lot of things especially at the holidays really get to me. I can't even believe it's been 10 years. Like Lissa said, it just gets different. There are no words to explain how it is. And although you felt that you didn't show it enough, I'm positive she knew how much you adored and loved her. Just know you're not alone and you have the love of your family and friends to surround you during this time. *hugs*
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Date: 2002-10-01 08:15 pm (UTC)I am so sorry to hear about your loss. :( I understand what you are going through. It's going to be 10 years that my mom passed away. Plus, July was the one year anniversary of my aunt's passing and the one year for my dad is coming up too. :( I wish I could say that it gets easier. But I can't. I know that a lot of things especially at the holidays really get to me. I can't even believe it's been 10 years. Like Lissa said, it just gets different. There are no words to explain how it is. And although you felt that you didn't show it enough, I'm positive she knew how much you adored and loved her. Just know you're not alone and you have the love of your family and friends to surround you during this time. *hugs*