I must be insane (*Nsane! Yes, me!)

Oy, what the hell's wrong with me? I've just entered a truly bizarre creative streak. The streak's not bizarre, but the fruits of this labor very well could be. Actually, *I* think it's pretty cool, and it's good experience for another project I have planned. But I've spent a chunk of time on this so far, and it's Nsync related, and I'll probably look like a huge geek when it's done. But you know what? I don't really care. At the moment I'm enjoying the hell out of it, and when it's done I'll smile and be pleased and proud. *cough*

Checked out Vibe.com to see if the Nsync article is available online - it's not. Oddly enough, the cover article appears to be full-text, and the Nsync thing isn't even listed in the table of contents. Not interesting enough to use as a teaser for the online crowd, I suppose - which makes no sense to me.

So now in addition to three seperate copies of YM, and five seperate copies of Rolling Stone *whimper*, I've got to track down Vibe. The thing is, I remember seeing this on the newsstand a couple of weeks ago, but didn't know about the Nsync article until now. I have a bad feeling that I'm not going to see it when I go out tomorrow. Must not have been any tasty pics, as I haven't seen scans or links posted yet. Waaah, me!

I'm too freakin' tired to be up, rambling about Nsync and playing with web pages. My brain feels like it's been rolled around in white hot sand and shoved back into my skull. Ouch.

Fruit snack-alicious!

Woohoo! Got the fruit snacks, three boxes! This is all the store had, or I'd have gotten more. Scooping all three boxes required tools - I'm 5'1", and the syncers are placed on the top shelf. Fools! I suppose this is so little teenie girls can't rip into the boxes with abandon, looking for those valuable backstage passes.

Speaking of, the first box I opened contained the JC pass! Is that karma, I ask you? So now I've got Lance, JC, and the group pic pass. I plan to display these babies quite proudly in my cube at work. Added bonus: the snacks are actually tasty! I've eaten two little baggies so far. I found a Justin gushing heart in my first snack pack, and the second pack had a Justin *and* a Chris. I think my syncsnacks are trying to tell me something...

What's the deal with Vibe? As I feared, the June issue with Missy Elliot has been replaced by the Mary J. Blige cover (who's looking pretty sleek these days!). Then on one of the newsgroups, I read that the Nsync article is in the issue with Aaliyah on the cover. What the hell? At least I know (I think) that I haven't missed it, and I'll be ready when it finally publishes.

Musing...

...nope, not talking about inspiring anyone. ;-)

I've noticed that I seem to be the only person who uses their LJ for purely giddy reasons. And I've been wondering if that makes me a boring read...?

It's hard for me to share angsty stuff though, probably because I'm *verrrrrrry* good at repressing icky stuff - even with people who know me well. Maybe *especially* with people who know me well.

I don't know if it's because I'm just uncomfortable sharing the less giddy portions of my life, or shit, I don't know. Hmmmmm. I guess I internalize stuff and kind of dissect things on my own. Every once in a while it's nice to break down and get hysterical with someone who'll pat your back, but I tend not to do it unless I'm poked and prodded and have aggravated the other person into murder, practically. Specifically, into murdering me because I just won't give up with the problem, all ready!

Well, that's my stab at being deep and sharing. Oy vey.