Chasez Lake!JC...What was on your mind when Justin went off to Hawaii with Britney?
Chasez Lake!JC: He and Brit haven't really been happy in a while, and we all knew that, but I don't want him to get with me for the wrong reasons. He had to go. I wanted him to, even though, deep down, part of me wanted him to stay.
I won't lie, it hurt to watch them leave. The kisses before that, though? Very, very nice. So I'm keeping busy, trying not to think about it too much, though sometimes it's all I can think about.
I'll be honest, I want Justin. And I want a lot more of those kisses.
Were you afraid he'd decide to stay with Britney? Or did you feel he'd really already made his decision and this was just a necessary step?
Chasez Lake!JC: I'd be lying if I said that it hasn't crossed my mind. I've thought about it. That maybe they'll have so much fun Justin will decide to give it one more shot.
Before he left he told me that he thinks he loves me, which is pretty much Justin-speak for...good stuff. So yeah, I do think he mostly knows what he wants. I mean, I don't want to assume too much, I don't want to jinx it or anything, but...I think when he comes home, he'll be with me. I hope.
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Date: 2003-08-05 05:47 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-08-05 06:29 pm (UTC)Chasez Lake!JC: He and Brit haven't really been happy in a while, and we all knew that, but I don't want him to get with me for the wrong reasons. He had to go. I wanted him to, even though, deep down, part of me wanted him to stay.
I won't lie, it hurt to watch them leave. The kisses before that, though? Very, very nice. So I'm keeping busy, trying not to think about it too much, though sometimes it's all I can think about.
I'll be honest, I want Justin. And I want a lot more of those kisses.
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Date: 2003-08-05 06:30 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-08-05 07:32 pm (UTC)Chasez Lake!JC: I'd be lying if I said that it hasn't crossed my mind. I've thought about it. That maybe they'll have so much fun Justin will decide to give it one more shot.
Before he left he told me that he thinks he loves me, which is pretty much Justin-speak for...good stuff. So yeah, I do think he mostly knows what he wants. I mean, I don't want to assume too much, I don't want to jinx it or anything, but...I think when he comes home, he'll be with me. I hope.