Age of Love!Lance -- What was going through your mind when Chris called you?
Age of Love!Lance: LOL! I assume you mean the call. ;-)
It was kind of unreal, you know? We talk all the time, I mean, if you saw the Celebrity shows or Reel NSync you know that we're close. I've always been attracted to him, and I'm pretty sure he knew that.
And his timing could have been better, I mean, really.
Every year when his birthday rolls around he gets all weird and freaky and like, throws himself at me. Usually when drunk, and that's not much of a compliment, is it? So when he called, it was just really strange. If he'd been drunk as usual, I could have handled it. But he was sober and it looked like it might really be happening, and I could have punched him in the head because, Hello! I'm in Russia, you lunatic!
It freaked me. I just wasn't ready for it, as stupid as that sounds, because I've been half ready for it since forever. And I was homesick like you couldn't believe...I had to hang up. I needed to take a breath and relax and think for a minute, and I couldn't do that with him talking to me.
So I hung up. I cringe now, thinking about it, and believe me, Chris hasn't let me forget it. But I did, I hung up. I got myself together, got calm and centered. Then I called him back, and officially fell in love.
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Date: 2003-08-05 05:02 pm (UTC)Age of Love!Lance: LOL! I assume you mean the call. ;-)
It was kind of unreal, you know? We talk all the time, I mean, if you saw the Celebrity shows or Reel NSync you know that we're close. I've always been attracted to him, and I'm pretty sure he knew that.
And his timing could have been better, I mean, really.
Every year when his birthday rolls around he gets all weird and freaky and like, throws himself at me. Usually when drunk, and that's not much of a compliment, is it? So when he called, it was just really strange. If he'd been drunk as usual, I could have handled it. But he was sober and it looked like it might really be happening, and I could have punched him in the head because, Hello! I'm in Russia, you lunatic!
It freaked me. I just wasn't ready for it, as stupid as that sounds, because I've been half ready for it since forever. And I was homesick like you couldn't believe...I had to hang up. I needed to take a breath and relax and think for a minute, and I couldn't do that with him talking to me.
So I hung up. I cringe now, thinking about it, and believe me, Chris hasn't let me forget it. But I did, I hung up. I got myself together, got calm and centered. Then I called him back, and officially fell in love.