...nope, not talking about inspiring anyone. ;-)
I've noticed that I seem to be the only person who uses their LJ for purely giddy reasons. And I've been wondering if that makes me a boring read...?
It's hard for me to share angsty stuff though, probably because I'm *verrrrrrry* good at repressing icky stuff - even with people who know me well. Maybe *especially* with people who know me well.
I don't know if it's because I'm just uncomfortable sharing the less giddy portions of my life, or shit, I don't know. Hmmmmm. I guess I internalize stuff and kind of dissect things on my own. Every once in a while it's nice to break down and get hysterical with someone who'll pat your back, but I tend not to do it unless I'm poked and prodded and have aggravated the other person into murder, practically. Specifically, into murdering me because I just won't give up with the problem, all ready!
Well, that's my stab at being deep and sharing. Oy vey.
I've noticed that I seem to be the only person who uses their LJ for purely giddy reasons. And I've been wondering if that makes me a boring read...?
It's hard for me to share angsty stuff though, probably because I'm *verrrrrrry* good at repressing icky stuff - even with people who know me well. Maybe *especially* with people who know me well.
I don't know if it's because I'm just uncomfortable sharing the less giddy portions of my life, or shit, I don't know. Hmmmmm. I guess I internalize stuff and kind of dissect things on my own. Every once in a while it's nice to break down and get hysterical with someone who'll pat your back, but I tend not to do it unless I'm poked and prodded and have aggravated the other person into murder, practically. Specifically, into murdering me because I just won't give up with the problem, all ready!
Well, that's my stab at being deep and sharing. Oy vey.
LOL!
Ok, enough with the group hugs. Time to document my latest descent into madness...