Still Life!JC: Do you know that Chris is in love with you?
Still Life!JC: I probably shouldn't respond since there are still three parts to the story, but...yes. I know that Chris is in love with me.
It makes me sad, because I love Chris, I really do, but not that way. I'm with Joe and he makes me happy, even if he really, really, really fucked up. [Joey's here with me, listening in.] I love Bri, love her like crazy, but. It hurt. It still does.
I don't know what'll happen with me and Chris, but I know we'll always be friends. I know I'll always love him, and I have a feeling that he'll always love me.
Age of Love!Justin: Did you ever tell JC that Chris found out about the two of you?
Age of Love!Justin:I told Chris the truth when I said that I couldn't see myself with anyone else.
I never told him. You've seen him, he's like...fuck, it's like everything that's good in the world is in his smile. That grin in the tunnel at Atlantis? God, the ones I get in private put that one to shame.
Age of Love!Lance -- What was going through your mind when Chris called you?
Age of Love!Lance: LOL! I assume you mean the call. ;-)
It was kind of unreal, you know? We talk all the time, I mean, if you saw the Celebrity shows or Reel NSync you know that we're close. I've always been attracted to him, and I'm pretty sure he knew that.
And his timing could have been better, I mean, really.
Every year when his birthday rolls around he gets all weird and freaky and like, throws himself at me. Usually when drunk, and that's not much of a compliment, is it? So when he called, it was just really strange. If he'd been drunk as usual, I could have handled it. But he was sober and it looked like it might really be happening, and I could have punched him in the head because, Hello! I'm in Russia, you lunatic!
It freaked me. I just wasn't ready for it, as stupid as that sounds, because I've been half ready for it since forever. And I was homesick like you couldn't believe...I had to hang up. I needed to take a breath and relax and think for a minute, and I couldn't do that with him talking to me.
So I hung up. I cringe now, thinking about it, and believe me, Chris hasn't let me forget it. But I did, I hung up. I got myself together, got calm and centered. Then I called him back, and officially fell in love.
Beauty.Queen.!JC -- Did you ever tell anyone what you type of hair you liked in boys?
Beauty.Queen.!JC: I never officially told anyone, no. But it's safe to say that however Justin's wearing his hair at any given time is usually what I prefer. ;-)
Chasez Lake!JC...What was on your mind when Justin went off to Hawaii with Britney?
Chasez Lake!JC: He and Brit haven't really been happy in a while, and we all knew that, but I don't want him to get with me for the wrong reasons. He had to go. I wanted him to, even though, deep down, part of me wanted him to stay.
I won't lie, it hurt to watch them leave. The kisses before that, though? Very, very nice. So I'm keeping busy, trying not to think about it too much, though sometimes it's all I can think about.
I'll be honest, I want Justin. And I want a lot more of those kisses.
Were you afraid he'd decide to stay with Britney? Or did you feel he'd really already made his decision and this was just a necessary step?
Chasez Lake!JC: I'd be lying if I said that it hasn't crossed my mind. I've thought about it. That maybe they'll have so much fun Justin will decide to give it one more shot.
Before he left he told me that he thinks he loves me, which is pretty much Justin-speak for...good stuff. So yeah, I do think he mostly knows what he wants. I mean, I don't want to assume too much, I don't want to jinx it or anything, but...I think when he comes home, he'll be with me. I hope.
Change Partners!Justin: After your relationships with all the other guys failed, what made you think of giving it a try with JC? And does him wearing pink make you hot? Heh.
Change Partners!Justin: After your relationships with all the other guys failed, what made you think of giving it a try with JC?
Change Partners!Justin: He said that we aren't a group of McDonald's toys to collect, and he's right but, how could I not try? I had to.
The guys are right, C and I are in a place that the others can't touch. Even before we got together, we've always had...a vibe, is the best way I can put it. It's him and me, and that's what freaked the guys, because they couldn't compete with that.
We all love each other so much, you know? I mean, even after I crashed and burned with the other guys, we were all able to remain friends, and I knew that C and I would be able to go on. On the other hand, I knew that if it worked out, it'd be more than I hoped for.
And does him wearing pink make you hot? Heh.
Does JC in pink make me hot? I'm trying to think of a polite way to answer that question. ;-)
He looks fucking amazing in pink. And there aren't too many men, even in the entertainment industry, who're comfortable wearing it. The fact that he's secure enough in his own skin to wear whatever he wants turns me on like you wouldn't fuckin' believe.
ChasezLake!Chris...how did YOU feel at the very moment you knew the house was for JC from Justin?
ChasezLake!Chris: Physically ill. I felt like I'd been slugged in the gut.
Have you ever had your insides scooped out with a dull spoon and then had ice shoved in the gaping wound? Yeah, it felt a little like that.
I knew JC wouldn't ever look at me the way he looks at Justin, but it was still hard, you know? We're always saying we're "the best buddies ever!", but Timberlake's never thought to buy *me* a house!
Anyway, I thank God every day - hey! I sound like a football player! - but I do, I thank God every day for Lance. He's nobody's substitute, and I love him like crazy. Besides, I really had been checking out his ass for a while. ;-) We're a good fit; he's sneaky and I'm evil, so it's all good.
But to answer your question, when I saw the deed, I just. Yeah. It was hard.
Did you think that you would end up with Lance? Or was he a pleasant surprise?
Chasez Lake!Chris: Well, Joey ratted on me, and told Lance how I'd been scoping him out. When I prank Joey's ass, he can't say he didn't have it coming.
So yeah, I'd been checking Lance out, and I already knew JC was a lost cause. I think he and Justin were set aside for each other at birth, or something.
It was a surprise, though. A *very* pleasant surprise. You know how it is, sometimes you're not sure about the signals? And you're both kind of stupid? That's me and Bass. ;-)
Chasez Lake!Wine Cellar Guy aka Dave: What did you think when you gave JC your card with your home number on it, and Justin leaned around JC to intercept the card?
Chasez Lake!Wine Cellar Guy aka Dave: What did you think when you gave JC your card with your home number on it, and Justin leaned around JC to intercept the card?
Chasez Lake!Wine Cellar Guy aka Dave: I was really surprised. As soon as Mr. Timberlake took the card, I knew I'd *never* get a call from Mr. Chasez, not at home anyway.
Mr. Chasez had told me that Mr. Timberlake wasn't his partner, but that move was about as territorial as it gets. I don't know if they're together, and I don't usually speculate on my clients' lives, but if they're not together, they should be.
Beauty.Queen.!POVlady - Did you ever tell anyone what you saw backstage?
Beauty.Queen.!POVlady: No. When I thought about telling my friends, it just didn't sound right.
Their entire history was there in Justin's thumb making circles on JC's skin, but how can a hand on someone's back look like making love? It did, but I don't think anyone would understand that.
what was going through your head as you left the room and went into the hall? why did you listen to jc? and what happened with you and justin that made joey's eyebrows go up?
Change Partners Justin--
what is jc's recovery time?
Valentine JC--
um...why would you hug justin's ex-girlfriend without underwear on when you know you've got an erection?
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Still Life!JC: Do you know that Chris is in love with you?
Whee!
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Still Life!JC: I probably shouldn't respond since there are still three parts to the story, but...yes. I know that Chris is in love with me.
It makes me sad, because I love Chris, I really do, but not that way. I'm with Joe and he makes me happy, even if he really, really, really fucked up. [Joey's here with me, listening in.] I love Bri, love her like crazy, but. It hurt. It still does.
I don't know what'll happen with me and Chris, but I know we'll always be friends. I know I'll always love him, and I have a feeling that he'll always love me.
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Age of Love!Justin:I told Chris the truth when I said that I couldn't see myself with anyone else.
I never told him. You've seen him, he's like...fuck, it's like everything that's good in the world is in his smile. That grin in the tunnel at Atlantis? God, the ones I get in private put that one to shame.
I'd never fuck that up. Not ever.
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Age of Love!Lance -- What was going through your mind when Chris called you?
:o)
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Age of Love!Lance: LOL! I assume you mean the call. ;-)
It was kind of unreal, you know? We talk all the time, I mean, if you saw the Celebrity shows or Reel NSync you know that we're close. I've always been attracted to him, and I'm pretty sure he knew that.
And his timing could have been better, I mean, really.
Every year when his birthday rolls around he gets all weird and freaky and like, throws himself at me. Usually when drunk, and that's not much of a compliment, is it? So when he called, it was just really strange. If he'd been drunk as usual, I could have handled it. But he was sober and it looked like it might really be happening, and I could have punched him in the head because, Hello! I'm in Russia, you lunatic!
It freaked me. I just wasn't ready for it, as stupid as that sounds, because I've been half ready for it since forever. And I was homesick like you couldn't believe...I had to hang up. I needed to take a breath and relax and think for a minute, and I couldn't do that with him talking to me.
So I hung up. I cringe now, thinking about it, and believe me, Chris hasn't let me forget it. But I did, I hung up. I got myself together, got calm and centered. Then I called him back, and officially fell in love.
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Beauty.Queen.!JC: I never officially told anyone, no. But it's safe to say that however Justin's wearing his hair at any given time is usually what I prefer. ;-)
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Chasez Lake!JC: He and Brit haven't really been happy in a while, and we all knew that, but I don't want him to get with me for the wrong reasons. He had to go. I wanted him to, even though, deep down, part of me wanted him to stay.
I won't lie, it hurt to watch them leave. The kisses before that, though? Very, very nice. So I'm keeping busy, trying not to think about it too much, though sometimes it's all I can think about.
I'll be honest, I want Justin. And I want a lot more of those kisses.
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Chasez Lake!JC: I'd be lying if I said that it hasn't crossed my mind. I've thought about it. That maybe they'll have so much fun Justin will decide to give it one more shot.
Before he left he told me that he thinks he loves me, which is pretty much Justin-speak for...good stuff. So yeah, I do think he mostly knows what he wants. I mean, I don't want to assume too much, I don't want to jinx it or anything, but...I think when he comes home, he'll be with me. I hope.
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Change Partners!Justin: He said that we aren't a group of McDonald's toys to collect, and he's right but, how could I not try? I had to.
The guys are right, C and I are in a place that the others can't touch. Even before we got together, we've always had...a vibe, is the best way I can put it. It's him and me, and that's what freaked the guys, because they couldn't compete with that.
We all love each other so much, you know? I mean, even after I crashed and burned with the other guys, we were all able to remain friends, and I knew that C and I would be able to go on. On the other hand, I knew that if it worked out, it'd be more than I hoped for.
And does him wearing pink make you hot? Heh.
Does JC in pink make me hot? I'm trying to think of a polite way to answer that question. ;-)
He looks fucking amazing in pink. And there aren't too many men, even in the entertainment industry, who're comfortable wearing it. The fact that he's secure enough in his own skin to wear whatever he wants turns me on like you wouldn't fuckin' believe.
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the house was for JC from Justin?
ChasezLake!Chris: Physically ill. I felt like I'd been slugged in the gut.
Have you ever had your insides scooped out with a dull spoon and then had ice shoved in the gaping wound? Yeah, it felt a little like that.
I knew JC wouldn't ever look at me the way he looks at Justin, but it was still hard, you know? We're always saying we're "the best buddies ever!", but Timberlake's never thought to buy *me* a house!
Anyway, I thank God every day - hey! I sound like a football player! - but I do, I thank God every day for Lance. He's nobody's substitute, and I love him like crazy. Besides, I really had been checking out his ass for a while. ;-) We're a good fit; he's sneaky and I'm evil, so it's all good.
But to answer your question, when I saw the deed, I just. Yeah. It was hard.
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Chasez Lake!Chris: Well, Joey ratted on me, and told Lance how I'd been scoping him out. When I prank Joey's ass, he can't say he didn't have it coming.
So yeah, I'd been checking Lance out, and I already knew JC was a lost cause. I think he and Justin were set aside for each other at birth, or something.
It was a surprise, though. A *very* pleasant surprise. You know how it is, sometimes you're not sure about the signals? And you're both kind of stupid? That's me and Bass. ;-)
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Chasez Lake!Wine Cellar Guy aka Dave: I was really surprised. As soon as Mr. Timberlake took the card, I knew I'd *never* get a call from Mr. Chasez, not at home anyway.
Mr. Chasez had told me that Mr. Timberlake wasn't his partner, but that move was about as territorial as it gets. I don't know if they're together, and I don't usually speculate on my clients' lives, but if they're not together, they should be.
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Beauty.Queen.!POVlady - Did you ever tell anyone what you saw backstage?
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Beauty.Queen.!POVlady: No. When I thought about telling my friends, it just didn't sound right.
Their entire history was there in Justin's thumb making circles on JC's skin, but how can a hand on someone's back look like making love? It did, but I don't think anyone would understand that.
And no one would believe me anyway.
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what was going through your head as you left the room and went into the hall? why did you listen to jc? and what happened with you and justin that made joey's eyebrows go up?
Change Partners Justin--
what is jc's recovery time?
Valentine JC--
um...why would you hug justin's ex-girlfriend without underwear on when you know you've got an erection?
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(Anonymous) 2003-08-06 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)When are we going to find out what happened to turn hesitant!JC into redsilkpajamas!JC?
1/31/02. soon?
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chasezlake!foxmonkey: Clever. Very, very clever. ;-)
Soon. I'd say "very soon," but "pretty soon" is probably closer to the mark. Certainly by the end of the year, hopefully before the album drops.
JC!!!