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foxmonkey ([personal profile] foxmonkey) wrote2001-11-06 08:47 pm
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Mom.

My eyes hurt and I'm tired and I'm crying. It hits me in the gut when I least expect it. Mom's gone, and I hate it and hating it won't change a thing. She's gone and I want her back. I want my mother. If there's worse pain in the world, I don't want to know what it is.

(((((((((((((((((((((((Fox))))))))))))))))))))))))))

[identity profile] strandia.livejournal.com 2001-11-06 06:02 pm (UTC)(link)
**hugs**

Re: (((((((((((((((((((((((Fox))))))))))))))))))))))))))

[identity profile] foxmonkey.livejournal.com 2001-11-06 06:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks, babe. (((Rae))) I've been trying to calm my ass down so I can call my Dad - I've been calling him every night just to keep in touch. But I don't want to call and start crying, but I can't wait much longer or it'll be skirting the edge of too late. Aiiii, I can't even imagine what he must be feeling.

Thanks for the hugs, woman. Believe me, they're much appreciated.

Oh, Sweetie...

[identity profile] batgrrl1975.livejournal.com 2001-11-06 07:01 pm (UTC)(link)
I wish I could make the pain go away. I wish there was something I could say to ease it even a little. Just trust me when I say from experience that it will become bearable down the road. I promise. Until then, I offer you hugs and kindness.

big hug

hugs

[identity profile] ibythetide.livejournal.com 2001-11-06 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
HUGS

You're in my thoughts, hon.
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[personal profile] gilded_lady 2001-11-07 12:38 am (UTC)(link)
*massive huge hugs*

I'm sorry. :-(

You know where I am if you want to talk....no. Wait. you don't. I'm on at Bite A Seth if you need me :-)

Your Mother

[identity profile] thamiris.livejournal.com 2001-11-14 04:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, Fox, I'm so, so sorry to hear this! I wish I'd seen it sooner so I could've said something then, not now, a few days later. Not that there's anything I can say that will make it better, but just so that you know if you want to cry and scream and hate the world, please feel free to do it in my ear. My email addy's now thamiris@telus.net if you want any comforting.

Again, I'm so terribly sorry for you and your father. {{{{{{{Fox}}}}}}}}}