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Could I have had a worse day? Well, sure, technically speaking. But bad, yes. Just...bad. I've been trying to de-stress at work, internalizing my freakouts but I discovered today that there's a *reason* I have external freakouts - they're less physically harmful for me.
I had a nice, calm, internal freakout today and I thought I was going to have a heart attack. I got a massive headache, a weird, tight feeling in my throat, and a churning stomach. God, it was awful. :-(
But now I'm home, dreading going to work tomorrow - whee! - where it'll probably play out all over again. Why can't I hit the lottery?
No JC single yet. No pictures of the guys from the Stuff party in Vegas. No anything.
Sucky, sucky day.
I had a nice, calm, internal freakout today and I thought I was going to have a heart attack. I got a massive headache, a weird, tight feeling in my throat, and a churning stomach. God, it was awful. :-(
But now I'm home, dreading going to work tomorrow - whee! - where it'll probably play out all over again. Why can't I hit the lottery?
No JC single yet. No pictures of the guys from the Stuff party in Vegas. No anything.
Sucky, sucky day.
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Thanks. :-) It's got to get better. God help me if it gets any worse!